Sunday, February 8, 2015

Hibernation level - Complete

So my blog missed more than a month's update on my shitty life. Hmph. That is one long break!

February is here already, winters have started to turn around, giving way to the lovely spring season and I too have decided to end my prolonged hiatus and come out of the blanket. There wasn't any specific reason as to why or how this hiatus began in the first place. But anyway, I'm glad that it's finally over. 

You know one of the scariest revelations that I've had recently is that most of this life which we proudly call ours is beyond our control, driven by things like fate. It is so annoying that even after giving your one hundred percent, you can never be sure of anything. That is just how life is. Blatantly random! 
The dream on which I was working on since quite a long time got bulldozed by fate. I fell, I hit the ground hard, I got up, brushed the dirt off my skin, covered the bleeding wound on my knee and I think, I think I'm ready to walk again.

Because I'm done mulling over the loss and feeling helpless all the time. I'm done reminiscing about the thing which never belonged to me. It gets boring after a while, you know.

So I'm back here in the blogosphere and since I needed a push for myself to take charge of certain things, I gave Mirage a complete makeover while playing at high volume, my favorite pop music of the evergreen 90's, de-stressed myself by dancing to the tunes of Coco Jumbo and Macarena, ordered a big box of protein shake (no idea, how i will finish it), played Coldplay and Lana Del Rey on repeat, practiced yoga and prepared myself to be mind blowing once again.

Let's see how far this mind-blowing girl can go before the randomness of life strikes again.

Meanwhile, listen to this,
Lana Del Rey - I can fly

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15 comments:

  1. Good to see active again. Since you have already faced your bad karma the good one is also on its way.
    PS : finishing that protein jar will be worth it :)

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  2. nice template! good to see u back :)

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  3. i love the look of the blog...
    life is really beyond our control.. welcome back.. i missed your poems.. and the verses...

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  4. So good to see you back! Love the make-over.. Vi, you are one mind-blowing girl - that I am sure of :)

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    1. You, super lovely human! Thank you for making me feel so good.

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  5. Your blog looks beautiful! Love the new look :) And I also love Lana Del Rey!

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    1. Thanks love. ^.^

      Isn't she phenomenal!

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  6. Very glad to see that you are back. Yes life is for sure a very blatantly random thing :)

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  7. this post was very painful and depressing, Vinati...i had imagined things were going so good for you that you didn't have time for blogging anymore...now i find out it's been the opposite...

    would that it would have turned out better, but good that you know your friends and followers here will always give you the support you need...

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    1. Indeed, things were going exceptionally well. But it's okay! As they say, it's a long life. I'll get through this one little low phase. :)

      Yes, my friends here, my fellow bloggers.. they are all such beautiful souls and that includes you as well. Thank you for the consistent support.

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  8. SHIT HAPPENS...The solution is to start again. And you have.
    More power to you beautiful.
    HAVE FAITH!

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