Showing posts with label broken. Show all posts
Showing posts with label broken. Show all posts

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Have You Played Your Cards?


Penetrating the wall.
Dishevelling the structure.
Caressing it and fondling it.
An enticing touch reached the core.
With words, a game embarked on.
Did you blind me and switch sides?
Or was I only an immature?
The dreams, the aspirations, the beginnings and the endings,
I could not fathom.
Sleeping with the arms around.
Coiling a mirage of bliss.
Curling up more, deeper this time.
Little did I know that I choked.
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Thursday, June 23, 2011

Rebirth.


Brushing against my face, the wind is forceful and rough

With every touch, it burns the skin. Oh! You know it hurts.
"Bottomless ditch awaits me,
 Catch me dear, if I fall.
Give me wings and let me fly
Because I no more want to crawl"
Your unkept promise still rings in my ears

It fools me through a facade of bliss

Drowns me deeper and deeper into nowhere
“I will never let you fall, I promise.”

Weak, I stand and sore feet bleed

Eyes are shut, the soul is freed.


To build my strength, I cradle a hope

To outshine the evil, I cradle it again

I smile at the death of this fiery wind

Laugh at the canvas which was once blue

Take pride in the rise of my sun, my world

And celebrate the birth of me without you!




Tuesday, May 17, 2011

A Tainted Soul.


She breathed. She tried hard to cross the fences of gravelled words. Every time she reached there, thorns blocked her soul to escape. Her cuffed hands bled. Tired and dejected. She gathered strength. Shaky legs, weak shoulders and bleeding hands, with these three weapons she battled again. The will to live enthused to her not to fall under the cloud of despair. But the will did not last long. It died. It died the moment she heard him say,

“You deserve it. You deserve every bit of this excruciation, baby. You deserve it because I cared for you, I lusted for you and I loved you with all my heart but what I forgot was that you are different and these priceless feelings are not made for a girl like you. This pain, which is ripping you apart right now, defines you. Survive with it, baby. A tainted soul is what you have carved with my love. Goodbye.”


Friday, May 13, 2011

Shut up, heart!


“Looking at the phone and waiting for that one call is an imprudent thing to do when you know the other person doesn’t give a damn. It’s simply a ‘waste’ of time. You should better invest your time on something constructive.” Her mind said in a strict tone.

“No, but you love him right? So what if he is unconcerned. Love doesn’t come with a ‘conditions apply’ tag. It is not revengeful. Take my advice and call him. Don’t wait for anything. What if he’s waiting for your call? I’m sure he is because his love for you is true.” Her heart said.

“It’s all nonsense. If it would have been so true then he would have kept his promise. He said that he would call whenever he comes back home. And you know he is already home. And Look at the time. It’s pretty late. Of course he doesn’t want to call. He doesn’t care. He never did. Don’t you get this easy thing, you silly emotional fool?”

“You will call, I know dear.”

“No, you’ll not. Remember how he hung up the last time. How he talked and what all things he said to you. How coarse he was. He is not interested in talking to you anymore. Accept this fact.”

“Listen to me and call”

“No”

"Yes"

And she picked up her phone, dialled the number and waited for him to pick up.

“Hello?” she said

“Yeah” he replied in a harsh tone. Like really HARSH tone.

“You said you’d call. I have been waiting for so long.”

“I forgot. I was studying since I came back.” The tone was still harsh.

She knew he is lying. He didn’t start studying immediately after coming home as she saw him online on facebook...posting stuff on other friends’ wall. She knew he’s faking. This was not him. He has never been this way before and never been so rude to her. His tone, his words and even his sighs made everything clear to her.

“Oh, I’m so sorry for disturbing you. You continue studying. Bye.” She said in a bit shaky voice.

“Bye.”

As she hung up the phone, an evil drop ran down her cheeks, eroding all the colours of her life. And all she thought was that: her mind was right...indeed!!


Saturday, August 14, 2010

Melancholy...!!!


Allow me to smirk at the butcher's knife
Raking through my soul for hope....
The Lost One!!!

Allow me to sail through the oblivious world
To find a refuge...
The Undiscovered One!!!

Allow me to escape through the
Melancholic core of my soul...
The Non-detachable One!!!

Allow me to count on
My cloud-cuckoo land for mirth...
The Surreal One!!!

Allow me to bring back
My heart in the pink...
The Faded One!!!


Allow me...allow me...to breathe...to live...to mend my broken dreams...!!!